Heavy Morning

[caitri]

I'm trying to get up the balls to call Scott sometime this afternoon about my book, but be cool about it. Y'know, as opposed to "Hey, you were the best thing that ever happened to me, I miss you so much it makes me nauseous sometimes, but I know there's no point in asking for a second chance or anything especially as I'd be too wound up wondering when you'd dump me again and so forth. So, um, can I have my book back please?"

And I'm worried about Jim. And Andrew. And Carolynn. And my job interview tomorrow.

Being a spaz sucks!!