I don't normally like asking for favors, but is anyone here good with graphics and willing to do me a quick solid?
Here's the skinny: For Blair's birthday, I'm going to do something crazy and get her a life-size cardboard standee of one of her favorite blorbos, Bode Akuna. The man is over 6 feet tall, so it's going to be pretty impressive.
The thing is, the image I need to upload needs to be "greater than 1MB, greater than 1800x1800 pixels, and in JPEG format." Does anyone know how to increase the size and quality to meet these criteria? If possible, I would also love for the grey background in the imagine I'm using to be made white instead (or made into a transparent background, if you please) to make it easier on the company to prep the character image for printing.
I know how to make an image bigger, obviously, but what I do not know is how to keep the quality up at the same time, if that makes sense?
A new series of Poetry Unboundhas begun, and gorgeously, with Anishinaabe poet Kimberly Blaeser's "my journal records the vestiture of doppelgangers."
“my journal records the vestiture of doppelgangers” Kimblerly Blaeser
i.
Remember how the loon chick climbs to the mother’s back.
Oh, checkerboard bed and lifted wing—oh, tiny gray passenger
who settles: eyes drooping closed, webbed foot lifted like a flag!
Each day, each week, I write missives—Mayflies' transparent wings
a stained glass—fluttering across the surface of lake. An impermanence.
Imagos who transform: molt made glitter as splayed bodies on water.
I write the red crown, mad V of vulture-wings drying in morning sun.
I record red squirrel swimming (yes! swimming) across a small channel.
ii.
I barely breathe watching the narrow body (a mere slit of motion)
dark and steady like all mysterious—paddle, paddle, and arrive
now climb bedraggled and spent onto the small safety of a floating log.
It rests. We catch our breath. Now it scurries ahead to the other log end.
Here my journal stutters with a squirrel story bigger than words:
Unfathomably, it plunges back into blue chance—into uncharted.
We are never done, it says, with a body tiny enough to know.
The world is large, it says, with a courage I am greedy to learn.
iii.
Praise here all fabulous unwritten. Each shimmer of spent body,
journey from rest to blue next. Who, I ask, is the blissful beaver
devouring each yellow water lily if not our doppelganger?
Continually, I feel paws pulling, mouth filled with flower lust—
what little rooms are words in these seasons of plenty.
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Pádraig Ó Tuama's commentary is, as always, tender, attentive, and personal. He seems very taken by the squirrel (as who would not be?).
It's interesting that he glosses the "imago" in section i as theological, the Imago Dei. I read it first literally as a phase of insect development, and then psychoanalytically as an internalized image of an idealized self based on the Other -- but it strikes me that this second reading probably derives from Ó Tuama's source, Lacan having been raised within Catholicism.
I like Blaeser's use of "doppelganger," how slightly off-kilter and irreducible it is, how it makes the images not just celebratory but metaphysical and eerie - ties back into that reading of "imago."
This year, 76 wonderful works were created for our annual event!
Thank you all very much for participating, whether it was by writing, arting, submitting the prompts for the Community Gifts, cheerleading the creators, beta reading, leaving comments on works or guessing the creators! We hope you had lots of fun.
Here, finally, is the masterlist revealing the creators of each work created for the Cap-IM Holiday Exchange and Community Gifts event! Please remember to mind the tags and warnings for individual works, and leave kudos and comments on those you've enjoyed!
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★ Afterglow by KandiSheek for xWinterDreamsx(MCU, 1308 words)
Steve had thought that it would feel more surreal, but in the early morning light, it seemed like the most natural thing in the world. Grass was green, the sky was blue, and Steve had slept with Tony Stark. Life was good.
When Tony's late father arranges for him to marry Captain Steve Rogers—the man's perfect alpha protégé—Tony is furious. This is just Howard's final attempt to control him, to prove an omega can't rule alone, to breed "superior" alpha genetics into the Stark line. The sex is incredible, but Tony refuses to let it mean anything. Suddenly he's pregnant, attracted, and convinced Steve's devotion is just dutiful performance. Steve on the other hand has loved Tony for years, but has no way or to truly prove it to Tony, who resists every attempt. But Steve is patient and careful, hoping not to live out the rest of his marriage heartbroken, but he has no idea how to prove that his feelings are genuine. Through illness, danger, and resisting themselves, will Steve finally convince Tony of the truth? Will Tony be able to admit that he's been falling for Steve all along?
★ AI and the Wolf by DepressingGreenie for Cap Iron Man Community(Marvel-ambiguous fandom, 500 words)
It's like a bad poem, Tony thinks. Or maybe a good one, what would he know. The sound of birdsong over the howl of frozen wind is certainly remarkable.
SIM Tony gets stuck in a state of heat and is lost. He finds Capwolf buried in the ice and rescues him. Capwolf has no Idea where he is but his instincts force him to protect the omega he is stuck with.
The war dies when they're done killing each other. After, they have to live.
★ Bare Metal and Bones by Naivelittleprincess for Cap Iron Man Community(MCU, 3109 words)
"I don't sneak around, your highness. I take. In broad daylight—“ Anthony's spine hit the hard edge of the sill. The Captain loomed over him as he uttered his next words very carefully. Deliberately. Like he was promising him a terrible gift.
"Much like a pirate."
★ Bat Snuggles by Fluffypanda for Cap Iron Man Community(MCU, 300 words)
Vampire Tony uses his bat form to get Steve cuddles
★ Blast it! by zappedbysnow for mountweazel_aka_fohatic_in_a_balaclava(1872, 410 words and art)
When Tony says, get out of the blast zone, you need to git and quick.
★ Call the Bots by DepressingGreenie for Cap Iron Man Community(MCU, 200 words)
Steve's resting up in the hospital after a rough fight. Tony calls the bots.
★ The Captain's Bad Language by DepressingGreenie for Cap Iron Man Community(Avengers: Earth’s Mightiest Heroes, 400 words)
Spider-Man picks up a bad word from Captain America. Tony isn't impressed.
★ Caution: Too Hot!!! by DepressingGreenie for Cap Iron Man Community(MCU, 200 words)
Tony visits the Avengers Compound to see how things are going. Accidents happen.
It's Christmas on the Chimera and Tony's focusing on making up for lost time with Steve. Steve doesn't mind that Tony's going all out, but it's making it difficult to find a time to confess his feelings.
★ Floofy Cuddles by icrowler for DepressingGreenie(Avengers Assemble, Art)
★ Forgive not forget by captainstars for Cap Iron Man Community, soliloquent(616, art)
steve's been dead for years. tony builds versions of him, half-finished androids that never are quite right.
★ A Gold Haze by starvels for captainstars(616, 6079 words)
The armor is malfunctioning. Since Tony is the armor now, it means hitting his reset button is a hands-on job.
★ For the good of the Kingdom by SomeSortofItalianRoast for Cap Iron Man Community, wylanllupin(MCU, 3669 words)
His Royal Highness, Prince Anthony of Stark, Crown Prince and Heir Apparent to the Throne of The Kingdom of Manhattan must marry Sir Stephen of Rogers, Duke of Brooklyn, for ‘the good of the Kingdom’ by years end.
★ The Hangover by EllyAvon for iron_and_cum (sex_and_cum)(616, 6887 words)
(616 Invincible IM v5) but make it The Hangover. Tony's about to get married to Emma in Vegas and throws a bachelor party (Steve's there obvs). Everyone wakes up the next morning with no memory of what happened the night before, their hotel room in disarray, and Tony missing. THEY GOTTA FIND TONY WITHOUT EMMA FINDING OUT!
When two men find themselves alone for the Holidays they find out that they were never alone, and they have always had each other. Now they have to rush against time to go for home for the Holidays and to each other and their found family.
★ Home to Roost by BladeoftheNebula for Cap Iron Man Community(MCU, 3040 words)
He never meant for it to be a habit. Or something he did at all, really.
If he had to, he'd swear it to anyone - the first time was not his fault.
Every time after, however? He was absolutely pleading the fifth.
"The bond between people makes everything more magical than being strangers."
It sounds lovely, of course it does. That's why there are so many books, films and songs about it, still doesn't mean Tony can — or should, for all that matters — have something like that. He doesn't deserve it, no matter what Steve says. "Yeah, sure… whatever."
He thought the argument was over, but then Steve proposes an idea. "I bet I can prove to you that having a relationship is better than having new flings every day."
And that just sounds ridiculous.
or; In Tony's line of work, relationships are wishful thinking. He's fine with a fling here and there, but somehow his co-worker, leader, and somewhat friend, Steve Rogers seems to disapprove of Tony's lifestyle. He proposes an idea; them dating for ten days, to prove Tony how much better a committed relationship is compared to flings and that he deserves this love. Thinking it is a joke, he agrees, but having Steve as his Alpha is more than he ever dreamed of... but it's not real. At least not for Steve, right?
Tony and Steve are having a hard time in their relationship. In a desperate attempt to spend some much needed time together before the holidays come in full swing, Tony – with the help of the team – organizes a week-long vacation including him and Steve alone in the mountains, sleeping in a cabin.
This is the tale of their perfect-as-it-could be first day.
As Steve has learned countless times since waking up from the ice seventy years into the future—even great plans can go awry. A sudden storm on their drive has now left him and Tony finding refuge at a slightly run-down motel for the night to wait out the storm. To make matters worse (or better), they’re not the only ones stranded here by the unexpected storm. Which is why they’ve ended up in a room with only one bed—for the both of them.
Steve thinks about it. Thinks about breaking out of his calm headspace he’s in, getting up to use the bathroom, wash his hands, get back into it. It’s too much. He can’t risk it. He has waited too long for this moment.
And it’s not like he minds the dull pressure in his gut. The opposite, even. He experimentally tenses his stomach muscles and jerks when a shiver zaps through him and jostles his full bladder. It takes him a moment to find his bearings after the feeling passes, pulse rushing in his ears.
After some deliberation, he shakes his head. "I’m fine. I’ll wait."
“I watched you die,” Tony says, quietly. “You had a funeral.”
Steve snorts. “You didn’t even care enough to give a speech. You’re only brave behind closed doors, crying over my body like a coward.”
That’s when Tony’s strength gives out, exhaustion leaking into his joints now that the adrenaline has nowhere left to go. He sinks to his knees.
★ i've lost all control by xWinterDreamsx for Cap Iron Man Community(616, 2266 words)
Because he didn’t have his stress relief any more. Couldn’t count on Tony to notice the tick in his jaw or the tone of his voice and get them somewhere private so that he could take it all away for him. Steve missed that perfect mouth.
Steve accidentally tells the world he's dating Tony while Tony is in France making a business deal. But they're not dating. Tony turned him down the one time he got the courage to ask.
★ Invictus by captainstars for Cap Iron Man Community(MCU, 1902 words)
“You’re offering to give me a serum-enhanced suppository, with your dick. It’s going to be a little magical.” Tony grinned at Steve’s flustered blush. Years later, and he could still get Cap’s panties in a twist.
Tony forced his fists to unclench, because when had that happened? Albeit, having the guy you’d been in love with for a decade offer to heal you with his state-protected semen was due a little anxiety.
Fed up with his irresponsible behavior and less then stellar lifestyle, Aunt Peggy sends her nephew to stay at her ranch out west in Lehigh, Shield Star Ranch, for the holiday season. Expecting nothing but grief and misery, Tony's misfortune might just turn around when he meets resident ranch hand, Steve Rogers.
★ Island Boys by Neverever for Thahire(616, 4523 words)
Steve's been hired to hunt down the Gentleman Pirate Stark during the Golden Age of Piracy. Stark blows up his ship and they are deserted on Ocracoke Island. They need shelter and find a deserted house.
Tony and Steve have recently started dating and Tony has something to confess about his past. The conversation doesn't go the way either of them expect it to.
★ The Lab Fort by DepressingGreenie for Cap Iron Man Community(MCU, 300 words)
A mysterious structure appears in Tony's lab as he works on a project.
★ A Lesson in Subtlety by lomku for Cap-IM Community, wylanllupin(MCU, 1215 words)
Tony swallowed, trying to figure out how to answer that with honesty in a way that wouldn’t ruin things. He really didn’t want to ruin things. “I—help me out here, sweetheart. Why are you being so—determined—about this? Yes, okay, if the situation was different I’d honestly be thrilled if Steve was jealous and wanted me—but I am with you. I want you. So it’s moot. Pointless. Irrelevant.”
If Tony didn’t want them around, he had never invited them all to live in the tower in the first place. If he wanted complete solitude, there wouldn’t be a common room and Tony’s bedroom wouldn’t be on the same floor as everyone else’s. But why was his work always more important than Steve and the others?
Steve & Tony got lost in a strange world together. But when Steve became a werewolf and got in rut, Tony took it upon himself to help his best friend (and secret crush) through it.
★ Open Your Eyes by dirigibleplumbing for annthonystark(616, 10759 words)
Tony, back in his physical body, is the personal captive of the Hydra Supreme Leader. He expects to be tortured; he doesn't expect to be raped.
Peter hasn't been subtle about his dislike of Steve. JARVIS agrees with him and while JARVIS has been banned from trolling Steve, Peter hasn't. Yet. Still, he's not going to start something when they're supposed to be taking Morgan to see the Christmas decorations so he smiles and nods and politely greets Steve. He doesn't say anything, but he watches.
Every time Steve tries to propose, everything goes wrong, making him believe the universe has already answered the question he never got to ask Tony. But maybe the universe was just waiting for the perfect moment…
Steve Rogers, art student and part-time employee at Erskine's Antiques and Watch Repair, does a favor for a strange man in a green coat. In exchange, Steve is granted one wish. Thinking of his stack of unpaid bills, he wishes that he didn't have to worry so much about money. Instead of funds in his bank account, Steve finds billionaire Tony Stark at his door with a bouquet of roses.
or
”What will it be, Steven Rogers?" asked the man in green. "True love? Absolute power? What is your heart’s desire?”
Right now, Steve's heart desired this commercial transaction to end. He wanted to sell the guy his paperweight and get him out of the shop. The man was obviously crazy, and Steve definitely hadn’t told him his name, so how did he know it?
“Don’t trouble yourself with the details,” the man said breezily, as if Steve had spoken aloud. “What about riches, Steven? Mortals always like riches. Do you desire riches?”
“Well, sure, I guess, but I’d settle for sixty plus tax.”
After three failed weddings, Steve and Tony are determined to make their fourth attempt a success, no matter what the world's villains throw their way.
★ Returning to Study by DepressingGreenie for Cap Iron Man Community(MCU, 1600 words)
Steve decides to return to study. Tony decides to get to know Steve better.
After getting shot on the courthouse steps, Steve jumps through time, revisiting his most painful memories, as he struggles to process his feelings for Tony in the aftermath of the Civil War. What lays between them has always been fraught, as Steve guards the shameful secret of his soulmark. When Steve starts jumping through different realities, will he seek happiness and find a way to forgive Tony and himself – or accept that to be Captain America, Steve Rogers can't have a soulmate?
★ Situation Repeat by DepressingGreenie for Cap Iron Man Community(Marvel's Avengers, 300 words)
Steve is frozen in ice again.
★ Sodom by resurrectedhippo for starvels(616, 6072 words)
Memorandum for: C. DANVERS (Avengers Clearance Alpha, Power Level 8) and Dr. R. RICHARDS (Power Level 7) AUTH: CO, SITE HB-1019 Preparer Initials: M.H. Co-Signer Initials: N.F.
SPECIAL REVIEW: COVERT ACTION IN SUR KARA EXECUTIVE SUMMARY MISSION #AB5291-R1-E1 Staff Report concerning Off-World Intelligence Activities Notable Captives: Tony Stark (Iron Man) and Steve Rogers (Captain America)
★ Star Spangled **** by DepressingGreenie for Cap Iron Man Community(Avengers Assemble, 400 words)
Steve disappears from a party, so Tony goes looking for him.
Hotshot rookie racer Tony Stark is a week away from the World Championship when his parents die in a car crash. He tries to outrun his grief across the California state line, but ends up stranded in the desert instead. Of course the only mechanic in a hundred mile radius would hate him on sight, right? If only Tony could figure out why he looks so familiar...
Tony squirms around, the feeling of being filled strangely satisfying, when other times it only makes him feel overstimulated. Maybe it’s the mood, early morning still, sun barely penetrating through the blinds. He sighs, allowing the feeling to settle in his body.
★ Take Us Back by citsiurtlanu for dirigibleplumbing(616, 11822 words)
When Steve tells Tony he wants to rekindle their relationship after nearly dying at Pleasant Hill, Tony declines, still guilt-ridden after their civil war. Then Tony learns that Steve might be Hydra, and he must determine not only the truth of Steve's allegiances, but just how much he fits into Steve's plans for the future.
He wishes they had a mirror so he could watch Tony’s hands on his body; his thumb’s over the vein on Steve’s cock; the fingers push in deeper, hooking forward.
Tony had not been feeling up to the crowds at Timely's Winter Festival this year. So, he slipped out of the crowd and went for a wander in the fading light. He hadn't expected to wander too close to the old Roxxon silver mines and the Savage Mountain.
Tonight, at the banquet, he saw his worst fears come true: Tony courting the Princess, warm affection plain on his face. It was hardly the first time he’d seen Tony entertain a guest, but it was the first time he had looked truly content in someone else’s arms. The first time he hadn’t searched out Steve’s gaze across the room, a shared moment of stillness in their otherwise so busy world.
In the wake of Tony’s looming betrothal and an attempt on his life, Knight Steve and King Tony must finally confront their feelings for each other before it’s too late.
Steve and Tony get drunk at one of the Avengers parties and manage to stumble their way into a relationship.
★ A Tsummy Situation by Neverever for Cap Iron Man Community(Marvel Tsums, Marvel Adventures: Avengers, 1330 words)
Tony Tsum clings to Steve every movie night. Tony needs to reclaim his seat.
★ The Underlings' Gift by DepressingGreenie for Cap Iron Man Community(MCU, 1100 words)
Steve's tired; the holidays were always rough. The last thing he wanted to hear from his soldiers was "Hey boss, we got you something, Merry Christmas!"
★ Vibranium-Capped Boots? by DepressingGreenie for Cap Iron Man Community(Avengers Assemble, 500 words)
Shuri is nervous about meeting the Avengers again after all that happened. But Steve Rogers helps out, in his own way (along with Stark).
This is the life. It is 1987. Steve Rogers is two years unfrozen into a political landscape that looks nothing like it was when he plunged into oblivion's beyond. There's a man in the White House who speaks in the tongue of certain death, he lives in a mansion on Fifth Avenue he once used to pass with his belly empty, and the easel gifted to him months ago sits unboxed, unused. He used to think it was all... not fixable, but manageable. That people could live and exist and just be in peace if they all tried to mend what’s been broken these past few millennia or more – like that's not a tall order itself – or that at the very least, they could build a world where everyone striving towards better would be bolstered and those who wanted worse would be left behind in the dust. And that’s the dream, isn’t it? That’s the dream. Dreaming is good. Steve dreams every night. He dreams of joy. He dreams of happiness and simpler things. But, this is not a dream. This is the life. And life is not so simple. All it takes is one voice - and one man's song - to change everything.
★ what remains by soliloquent for Cap Iron Man Community(MCU, 1754 words)
After nearly a decade out of the public eye, Steve Rogers agrees to speak.
Tony groaned as he wandered into his favorite coffee shop. He needed coffee. Lots of coffee. There was a hot blond guy sitting at his table. Sitting in his chair.
★ (what unmakes) a good man by mountweazel_aka_fohatic_in_a_balaclava for OscarTheSlouch(MCU, 10347 words)
A lonely, out-of-his-own-time Steve gets way too drunk on Asgardian liquor at the Christmas party and comes on to Tony. Tony knows better than to do anything about it, but exactly what you want is hard to resist.
★ wish/suck by annthonystark for resurrectedhippo(616, 1421 words)
He just needs Steve to come, he just needs to get through this.
He needs this to be over.
★ Wolves and Dogs by sexy_sinful_writer for Cap Iron Man Community(616, 2390 words)
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For in the midst of his military and political victories, that was Hitler’s most diabolical triumph—one man succeeded in deadening every idea of what is just and right by the constant attrition of excess. Before this “New Order” was ushered in, the world would have been horrified if a single human being had been murdered for no reason, and without recourse to the law. Torture had been considered unthinkable in the twentieth century, and expropriation was called, in plain language, robbery and theft. However, after a whole series of St. Bartholomew’s Eve Massacres, of prisoners tortured to death in SA cells and behind the barbed wire of concentration camps, what was still wrong, what did earthly suffering mean? After the annexation of Austria In 1938, our world became inured to inhumanity, injustice and brutality as never before in hundreds of years. Once what happened in the unfortunate city of Vienna alone would have been internationally condemned, but in 1938 the conscience of the world kept quiet, or murmured just a little before forgetting and forgiving.
- The World of Yesterday (1942) by Stefan Zweig, translated by Anthea Bell
So, we did not stay in a hotel either before or after our trip.
With the horrible blizzard-type weather and white-out conditions on the road, we needed to leave here at 1:30am. Neither of us got hardly more than three hours of sleep because, you know, our bodies and brains are not used to going to sleep at 7pm. But it was an alright journey, because although conditions were grim, there was no one else on the road at that time except for the snowplows we'd see every so often, or the odd trucker.
We made it to the airport while it was still quiet and sparsely populated. I marveled at the encampments of people sleeping on the floor; the Minneapolis airport is very sleeper friendly and even goes around distributing mats! I didn't know that. We got Dunkin' for breakfast and wandered around looking into some of the shops that were open before departing for our 7am flight, which was quiet and uneventful. I think I managed to fall asleep for an hour or so, in the middle of Parasite. (I'd seen it already anyway.)
We had a nice layover in Seattle, which we used to poke around in more shops and have a meal. There were some live performers in the Seattle airport that were nice to listen to, as well. Our second flight was a mere 38 minutes; I barely had time to knock back my complimentary boxed water.
My parents were of course thrilled to receive us in Pullman. We stopped for a meal on the way to my parents' house, where the dogs and horse were equally as thrilled to see us. Once we were settled, all we really did was sit around. I know we must have eaten dinner at some point but I have no idea when or where, whether we went back out or ate at home. I was so tired that I slept through most of whatever movie they had put on.
The following day, my step dad showed us his workshop, and then took us out and about. We hit this place that is an old warehouse hangar turned massive multi-winged antique shop, where we had a lot of fun sifting through treasures. Blair found a Norse Viking sunstone ring that she really liked, and I snuck back there and purchased it after I had let everyone else wander significantly ahead. I look forward to gifting it to her on Valentine's Day. <3
After that, we had some really awesome pizza, then visited my mom at work. She works at Hobby Lobby, and while I'm not a huge fan of the company, she does get a pretty solid discount, so we picked up a few things I'd been needing for the cake I'm going to make and decorate for Blair's birthday. When we got home, my step dad played some Poker and Blackjack with Blair and I.
That night, my mom had a bit of a breakdown over having lost her wedding ring. We looked everywhere, inside and out, until she figured she must have lost it at work, which was already closed. She had to go back with my step dad in the morning at like 5:30am, when her boss would be there, to go look for it. Luckily she found it in the break room, and all was well.
The next day we played some billiards in my step-dad's garage/workshop thing, which I am apparently slightly better at than expected. We tried to go to a cafe we liked last time, but they were closed. Instead, we had something to eat at this local breakfast stop. All four of us played some cards again, and that evening we went to go see the Rotary Lights. It was sweet. Blair has never experienced an awesome-terrible Jack-In-The-Box taco, so we had dinner there afterward before heading home. The poor dogs freaked out all evening because of the fireworks in the area, and we all kinda went to bed early. I got my midnight kiss, at least.
On New Year's Day, my step dad took us to this local bar/arcade place to play a few rounds of billiards and eat more pizza, and it was really fun. We got coffees after, and then headed home to wait for my mom to get off work. We played more cards all together, and a game called Mexican Train.
The next day, my step dad took us to that cafe we had tried to go to before, this time successfully. After, we got some lunch at Taco Time and then at Blair's request, he drove us around in the hills and valleys along the river, letting us see nature for miles. We all had dinner that night at a place called Zany's (I think) which was a nice time, and then we went for milkshakes after at a place called Sharp's.
And that was it, really. We were dropped at the airport in the early afternoon, and after two plane rides, we arrived back in Minneapolis around midnight and had to make the drive back to La Crosse, getting home around 3am-ish.
While it was a successful trip and it was nice not to have to work or do much of anything other than eat and watch tv and play with animals, I'm glad it wasn't longer. My step dad gets easily frustrated and then veers in the complete opposite direction and gets very drowsy and silly on account of all the weed he smokes for his chronic pain, and my mother is extremely overwhelming with constant anxiety and interrogations. I love my parents but they can be extremely exhausting to be around long term.
Life has returned back to normal post-holiday season. Ho-hum.
Working on finishing up my Fandom Trumps Hate fic that I was forced to ask for an extension on.
Where is there to sit exactly If everything is shining on me
Friend, you have buttsense you have stone buns, as your grandma says Here in the driftwood feeling sundrunk, sunbent Sensate among the ebb tones of the sea
I thought you said stun bone You draw with a stick among the ebb stones The tide wriggles up the sand grooves Your breathing makes the subtones shimmer
You draw the water up to bait our shoes Just for the craft of it, just because you can do it Like a gull riding on the sky tide Laughing at our temporary ruin
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Every morning very nearly without fail I solve the Merriam-Webster Blossom puzzle, and then I re-solve it to see if I can get a higher score, and if I'm not careful this becomes a kind of intellectual busywork I can use to distract myself from actual writing.
So a thing I'm trying to do (among all the other things) is to use the puzzle as a prompt. Inevitably each group of letters generates a semantic zone. Real and nonce words produce themselves. The letterset today was BENOSTU.
Here's a less complete poem from Sunday (letterset EINRTVW):
The riverine interview of winter, that inept vintner: cool distillate interrogates the view, shreds and repurposes it, turns window to vitrine where the morning light, when it comes, cold citrine, tobacco stain, will ennerve us, animate the inert twin
...Not sure what I planned to do with that twin, but I will let you know.
Our trek through the The Hunger Games books by Suzanne Collins reaches its finale this January as we begin a month-long exploration of Sunrise on the Reaping in SPACE (Signum Portals for Adult Continuing Education) online via Signum University.
Speaking of Sunrise on the Reaping, I've been thinking a lot today about the David Hume quote that opens the novel:
“Nothing appears more surprising to those, who consider human affairs with a philosophical eye, than the easiness with which the many are governed by the few; and the implicit submission, with which men resign their own sentiments and passions to those of their rulers. When we enquire by what means this wonder is effected, we shall find, that, as Force is always on the side of the governed, the governors have nothing to support them but opinion. It is therefore, on opinion only that government is founded; and this maxim extends to the most despotic and most military governments, as well as to the most free and most popular.”