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caitriEver have just one of those days where you are constantly reminded of how much your existence sucks?
I'm so sick of being asked how the job hunt goes. It sucks, okay? I'm too young, I suck at politics, and I have just enough experience to overqualify me for chump work and underqualify for anything that won't allow me to starve.
Personal life too. Nice boys want something else and bad ones want you to bleed. No thanks to that too. So there.
The everyday crap that is my current environment in total. Y'know, I shouldn't have to dread coming to where I live, but I do. Work is boring and farcical when you don't want to rip your hair out.
Everyone tells me to be patient but that sucks. I truly believe I may well be dead before something good happens. It's hard to articulate that except I've always *known* I'm never going to be old, so I might as well get going with what I have and what I can. This means I sometimes make fantastically bad life decisions so that I won't have died without having "_."
Point. Please.
I'm so sick of being asked how the job hunt goes. It sucks, okay? I'm too young, I suck at politics, and I have just enough experience to overqualify me for chump work and underqualify for anything that won't allow me to starve.
Personal life too. Nice boys want something else and bad ones want you to bleed. No thanks to that too. So there.
The everyday crap that is my current environment in total. Y'know, I shouldn't have to dread coming to where I live, but I do. Work is boring and farcical when you don't want to rip your hair out.
Everyone tells me to be patient but that sucks. I truly believe I may well be dead before something good happens. It's hard to articulate that except I've always *known* I'm never going to be old, so I might as well get going with what I have and what I can. This means I sometimes make fantastically bad life decisions so that I won't have died without having "_."
Point. Please.
