Waking World

For the first time in weeks had nightmares last night. I don't really remember much, just feeling sort of lost and confused and stuff. Not too bad compared to others I've had, I guess, it's just a helluva thing to have to go to work when I feel like I've run a marathon or something.

Kicked When Down

I seldom get angry.

I just hate myself more.

I don't think I deserve this, so why?