Blankness

I'm in a weird lonely mood. Work was okay today, I even have the option of six more hours a week except I'd probably have to spend them at the circ desk which I hate, except it's another couple hundred bucks a month if I swallow up and do it...Grr.

I've missed Scott today. I dread when he mails my book back to me because that will just be the complete end, and it just makes me ache that I'll never hear from him again.

On top of that I just feel lonely, and Netflix fucked up and I haven't gotten any movies when what I want is just to be distracted for a while.

And on top of that is my Mom might not be able to come for my birthday, and I just worry about spending the day all by myself.

Yes, I am a selfish, boring git, so what.

At least I'm getting to go on a trip with a couple friends this weekend--we're going to the Wizard World con in Philly and crash at Mike's folks'. I'm really looking forward to it on the one hand because I want to be with people, and dread it on the other because I just don't feel my usual chirpy self.

Grr argh!!

Young Blades confuses me sometimes

What was the point of tonight's ep? A third of it was flashbacks to other eps, a third was actually moving the plot forward, and then the final bit was an inexplicable let's break that fourth wall with a cameo by a (strangely white) Alexander Dumas.

I think too much sometimes.