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Traveling Girl
Sep. 14th, 2005 08:24 pmWell I'm getting on the train tonight and heading back to MD. I'm sad to leave home and my wonderful cats, but it's for the best to get back into gear and everything. I almost feel with as much running around as I've done here I'll be having a more "relaxing" time up there, though I'll be pretty lonely and am worried what I'll do with myself once I've done all the job-app stuff I can. Oh well, no excuse now to not finish that Great Novel, huh?
I've been moodswing girl too, the last few weeks, and sorry for not communicating more. I am very confused and overwhelmed by so much: the job hunt, what to do about me and Scott, Life in General, etc. I know I just need to be patient and relax and deal with whatever comes when it actually does come, but all the same I just feel so twitchy. I'm almost tempted to go see a doctor and see if I could get something to relax, except for my complete doctorphobia in that area. And I've been so badly hurt throughout this year that I am intensely suspicious of anything that even sounds good or hopeful, so that I just constantly flip in my head everything. And I'm finally so damn tired I don't know what to say anyway.
Bleh. Later.
I've been moodswing girl too, the last few weeks, and sorry for not communicating more. I am very confused and overwhelmed by so much: the job hunt, what to do about me and Scott, Life in General, etc. I know I just need to be patient and relax and deal with whatever comes when it actually does come, but all the same I just feel so twitchy. I'm almost tempted to go see a doctor and see if I could get something to relax, except for my complete doctorphobia in that area. And I've been so badly hurt throughout this year that I am intensely suspicious of anything that even sounds good or hopeful, so that I just constantly flip in my head everything. And I'm finally so damn tired I don't know what to say anyway.
Bleh. Later.
