I Hate Being a Stick in the Mud...

[caitri]

...and being moody and cranky and stuff. I'm all sore that I can't do any V-D stuff this year, not even the usual silliness for my best friend because of his rotten situation, and then everyone has their sweeties and prospective sweeties and I have the soap operatic parody that is my life right now.

Y'know what? Jealousy and being human suck ass big time!

Particularly as I have to start dealing with things I am hesitant about and wait on things I want to hurry up with. I'm told I need to "cool down" by the PTB and absolutely everything is out of my hands!

I just feel absolutely raw inside and out.