caitri | Stress Dreaming

So last night I dreamed I was taking a class on how to learn Korean, only it turned out I was the only non-Korean in the class because everyone else was taking it as part of a teaching certificate or something (IDK DREAM LOGIC OKAY) and I was there because I wanted to learn and have fun because dork. So at first I'm totally stressing because EVERYONE ELSE knows what they are doing and I am just LEARNING THE FREAKING ALPHABET and gradually I get to be able to read and write okay and am making friends and am SO PROUD OF MYSELF and then we get our final exams back and I totally bomb--not because I don't get it because I do, my paper totally looked like my friends', but because the prof doesn't like me and resents teaching me because I'm weird and there for the "wrong reasons."

HELLO ACADEMIC FAILURE ANXIETY DREAMS, IT'S BEEN A WHILE.