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I finally got the meds and they make me so physically exhausted. I only need to get through a week of this before the surgery if all goes well, but man oh man.

Also of course this overlaps perfectly with stuff at work, although everyone is very understanding and I'm getting a lot of "please take care of yourself." I have been compensating for my lack of control with the world to plan everything to minimize the impact of me being unavailable.  

In the meantime I am daydreaming about finally going on vacation in August and getting to visit Todd and his fam and all the ridic fun we will make for ourselves, so that is greatly cheering.
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Woke up this morning to robo-calls from doc's office confirming appointments that have to be rescheduled because I haven't gotten the meds yet. Last week was a whole bunch of calls to... do that. It all comes down to the unholy trifecta of the multi-state doc's office which sends scrips to an online purveyor who sends them to my actual state plan-appointed pharmacy who is like "I don't know you, I only talk to doctors." There is a LITERAL SPREADSHEET for people in Illinois who can get the meds I am supposed to get and so the fight has been to get my name on the spreadsheet.

Todd: We're librarians. We invented spreadsheets. Fuck those people.

Scott, despairingly: They'll never do it. Ever. We're in the hell loop.

ANYWAY I heard from a nurse in the patient portal just now that all appointments will be shifted five days from the start of whenever I get my meds, so I am dutifully rearranging my calendar to the best of my ability, on a Sunday.

I have a million things to do that I haven't done and the wild spark in me that needs an outlet screams to write fic or something but in reality I just got nothin'.

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