Something like a Conclusion

[caitri]

Surgery tomorrow; we'll roadtrip to Indie this evening so we can show up bright-eyed and bushy-tailed at 6am. This morning had comforting/celebratory(?) waffles with strawberries and whipped cream at Caffe Bene and came home to find that the new translation of Mandelstam's Tristia has been stuck in our lil mailbox, so now I have bonus comfort reading. 

My interior clock is utterly confused. I was out most of last week due to the combination of doctor's appointments and being hit with medication side-effects (exhaustion--totally normal! but omg so exhausting) like a truck, and then this week I'll be out a couple of days for recovery plus Friday for previously established vacation (long birthday weekend!).

If I don't think about all the things waiting for me I am perfectly fine. If I do I start to feel nauseous with anxiety. No way out but through though.

Comments

[minoanmiss]

i'LL be thinking of you

[caitri]

Thank you!! <3

[lavendertook]

Sending you all the luck in the world, hugs, and don’t think about all the anxiety pathogenetic crap that continually multiplies with no guiding star. <3

[caitri]

Thank you, thou art wise!! <3

[anutty1]

How are you holding up? Anything you need/want to talk through?

[caitri]

Aw, thank you!! I am doing about as well can be expected, and I appreciate you! <3