Something like a Conclusion
Jun. 11th, 2023 12:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
caitriSurgery tomorrow; we'll roadtrip to Indie this evening so we can show up bright-eyed and bushy-tailed at 6am. This morning had comforting/celebratory(?) waffles with strawberries and whipped cream at Caffe Bene and came home to find that the new translation of Mandelstam's Tristia has been stuck in our lil mailbox, so now I have bonus comfort reading.
My interior clock is utterly confused. I was out most of last week due to the combination of doctor's appointments and being hit with medication side-effects (exhaustion--totally normal! but omg so exhausting) like a truck, and then this week I'll be out a couple of days for recovery plus Friday for previously established vacation (long birthday weekend!).
If I don't think about all the things waiting for me I am perfectly fine. If I do I start to feel nauseous with anxiety. No way out but through though.
My interior clock is utterly confused. I was out most of last week due to the combination of doctor's appointments and being hit with medication side-effects (exhaustion--totally normal! but omg so exhausting) like a truck, and then this week I'll be out a couple of days for recovery plus Friday for previously established vacation (long birthday weekend!).
If I don't think about all the things waiting for me I am perfectly fine. If I do I start to feel nauseous with anxiety. No way out but through though.
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Date: 2023-06-13 08:48 pm (UTC)