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I've been busy this week finishing up holiday preparations and so on, and so on Solstice itself only had a private moment to think about it. Last night we had a Solstice Observed! party because Friday, and we had a goodly gathering of friends. We made a turkey and risotto and a buche noel (this recipe, you guys, omg!). I'd meant to say some words, but I got overwhelmed by getting stuff ready and people in and out and so on. Anyway, what I wanted to say was something like this:

The Winter Solstice is the longest night of the year, and we celebrate it because after the longest night, the light returns. And not only that, it gets longer and brighter every day. And so this year, right now, has been a very dark time--and frankly there are stirrings that it will get darker yet. But those of us who celebrate the light, we can hold onto it, we can fight for it, and we will keep the light alive, longer and brighter each day. Because that's who we are, and that's what Solstice means.

Probably as well I didn't actually say it--I'm not much for speechifying (though I'm awesome on paper), and easily moved, and probably no one wants a teary Cait when they are trying to eat. But it is still what I thought, and what I still think.
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Scott and I did some work in the garden, and made our offerings.




Happy Spring!
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Circle Sanctuary is taking donations to send Yule care packages to pagan military personnel serving in Iraq. If you feel like sharing the spirit of the season, consider sending them a donation for our folks overseas!!!!
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Check out my friend Jaelle's shop at Jaelle's Jewels.

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How to make an easy mocha on a Sunday morning:

Take 1 packet Starbucks Via and add 1/2 -3/4 cup of hot water.

Take two tablespoons of Ghiradelli coccoa mix (I have tested with Chocolate Hazelnut and White Mocha) and add 1/2 - 3/4 cup hot milk.

Combine into a single cup. Nuke for another minute if necessary.

Yum.

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Also, Agora has finally developed an English-language trailer and may actually get distributed in the US. *fingers crossed*

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From PaganSpace.Net:

Signed by Oberon and Edain McCoy, this calls for people of all faiths to protect Obama via prayers, magick, etc. on specific days, such as Election Night and Inauguration Day.

[...]

*Yule/Midwinter. For those of us who are Pagan, we know that this is a time of new beginnings, a perfect time to add protection to the man who will be in the White House within the following month. (Our non-Pagan friends may wish to work together at Christmas, Kwanzaa, or Twelfth Night.)

*Inauguration Day (January 20). Sen. Obama will take the oath of office on the portico of the Capitol Building in front of as many as 250,000+ people. He will then take a car or will walk down Pennsylvania Avenue in his own inaugural parade to the White House. There he and his family will sit outdoors and watch the rest of the parade.

Please use all your networking resources to pass along this request to as many Pagans and Pagan organizations as you can. After that, the momentum will build on its own. Leave no one out! Do not leave out Christians, Jews, or others who may wish to join this effort, assisting us by connecting with the face of the creator they worship. This is not a political issue, it is a value-of-a-single-human-life issue. If the racism situation were reversed, many of us would offer the same lifesaving energy to Sen. McCain.

And, when all this is complete, maybe we should start sending love and healing to those people living in blind hatred who created a need for this sort of mobilization in the first place. With love to all and harm to none,


Oberon Zell-Ravenheart, author and artist
Headmaster, Grey School of Wizardry
Primate, Church of All Worlds

Edain McCoy, author, teacher,
student and Concerned Citizen


Yes we can, gang. I'm generally not into ceremonial, but anyone up for some special workings on these dates?
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Via the The Wild Hunt Blog.
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I'm making lemon cupcakes to take to work tomorrow. Will have a proper belated celebration this weekend when I'm not mindblasted from writing impact proposals.

Happiness and blessings to all!
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First of all I must say that I went out with the gang to Revolution and got hot chocolate only they made it with white chocolate instead of chocolate chocolate and it was AWESOME and I got it at like 6:30 and I'm still bouncy as all get out. Second of all I must say I'm going to natter on at length about Beowulf but I'm not going to spoiler it cos well it's about Beowulf and spoilering it is like spoilering Titanic. Thus let me explain why my inner English major is orgasmic right now and how I imagine lots of English professors are going to handle some bemused students.

1) Beowulf and Language.

Most of the movie they use pretty normal English for the general dialogue and then switch to Old English for the use of Grendel, Grendel's Mother when she's talking to Grendel, and the recitation of a poem or play about Beowulf's deeds (btw I wish I could watch this on DVD as I would be fascinated to learn if the recited poem is actual Beowulf text). There is also a scene of Geat merrymaking where they sing a bawdy song: it's definitely not in Old English but they do use some outdated terminology, e.g. "swive" which I don't think has been used since the late eighteenth century.

ETA: This interview with an English teacher confirms the performance scene as actual Beowulf text in Old English.

2) Historical Context.

I want to direct people to Beowulf in Hypertext where they cover lots of useful stuff better than I could about Geats, Danes, Christianity, etc. Also it has some nice scans of the original text. Suffice to say: fifth century Denmark was really friggin' cold, hard, and depressing. That lil mouse killed by a hawk? It's a really useful metaphor.

3) Sex and Reproductive Anxiety.

No I'm not going to talk just about Angelina Jolie, though I could. First of all you see the sexual mores of the time: Hrothgar has the use of his wife and other pretty girls. So does Beowulf. Adultery isn't much of an issue beyond the emotional. Worth noting is the fact that the Danish women can and do say "no" and when they do so it is respected.

Sexual imagery pervades the film. A woman jokes about Beowulf's three legs. When he has his nude fight sequence, the sword is strategically placed, and not just to keep that PG-13 rating if you know what I mean. The very bawdy song is very bawdy indeed.

The sexual imagery is deeply representative with Grendel's Mother. Her cave *coff* happens to have a slit of an entrance and be covered with pubic-like brambles. Wiglaf warns Beowulf that she is likely a "water demon" and should therefore "not be fought in her element." Guess where he fights her--and loses. She dissolves his sword *coff* into silvery drops that pool on the ground and display their embrace to the audience.

[I also have to comment on the fact that Grendel's Mother has high heel-like talons on the back of her feet. Begging the question: what is it with guys and the naked women clad only in heels??]

Water is the feminine realm here. We also see in a flashback Beowulf's fight with sea monsters and his embrace with a mermaid. Grendel's Mother (and I'm so tired of typing that, they really should have given her her own name) visits Beowulf in his sleep, succubus-like; taking the form of Queen Wealthow, she hovers over him, her hair floating about and generally looking wavery like the mermaid. When Hrothgar dies, his body is washed into the sea with Grendel's Mother's--to heck with it, she's GM from now on--trademark gleam under the water. When Beowulf's funeral barge is out in the waves, we see GM embracing him once more as he goes under the water.

I also want to mention GM's nipples: suggestively demonic or at least asexual. [I'm pretending the MPAA Ratings Board had no say.]

Alright, Fathers and Sons time. Grendel is Hrothgar's nightmare: Beyond being horrific in appearance and fond of eating human flesh, he is also stolidly a Mama's Boy. Ditto for Beowulf's Dragon. It's telling that these are the only sons each bear: what worse in those days to not only have an evil son, but have to kill him and become a kinslayer? (as invoked by Unferth who slew his brothers)--which back in the day usually meant you'd get kicked out of your own hearth and clan and have to find a new home if you could (Unferth's own background??) It's sort of a retro thing that guys are afraid of feminine biology--the birth process (Grendel looks rotting and unfinished--a bit of aa scaling rotting abortion), the large creepy cave; possibly even child-rearing (hey, GM does it all).

ETA: Cf. the same issue in the Arthur legendry. Insert "Arthur", "Morgause," and "Mordred" where necessary.

4) Christianity vs. Paganism

The aforementioned site covers what we know of the manuscript, so I'm just going to cover what we see in the film. We first hear of the Christ from Unferth as he has a companiable pee with another thane. Apparently, if you follow this guy, you'll get to live forever. (Beats Valhalla and Ragnarok and fighting until the end of the universe maybe, right?) Unferth brings it up again in a scene I'm hazy with now but is when Beowulf is introduced and he calls him a liar; Beowulf reveals Unferth's kinslaying past. Forgiveness must sound nice to a kinslayer, right? Maybe it's unsurprising then that it appears that Unferth becomes a priest; his chapel's cross-steeple burned away by the dragon, he himself is rescued and brought to the Hall on a litter that looks suspiciously cross-like.

When Beowulf is old, he claims the Christ-God has killed all the heroes; war is not heroic, it is just a sad, dirty thing. We later see him with the Queen, who carries an embroidery thingie with an image that looks Mary-like half-done; accompanying her is a silent, grim looking fellow in a red robe with a big gold cross on it. It should be noted that in the manuscript, which may or may not have been Christian in origin, peace is a virtue--anachronistic in what we know of fifth century Nordic culture. So feel free to read war=good=pagan and peace=good=Christian.

Contrast with paganism: people talk about prayers to Odin a fair bit. I have to digress here twice. The first is when I was in high school and my English teacher was explaining Beowulf in the context of how everything was cold and scary and everyone absolutely "flocked" to Christianity cos it offered that Heaven thing that sounds so nice. The second is the fact that in modern-day Scandinavia, the old ways are still very much in play and never left. People may go to Orthodox church but they also give propitiary prayers to Odin everytime they want to build a bridge or what have you.

GM is introduced as the last of the demons. Now it's also quite true that Christianity has been known to demonize the old gods when they can't co-opt them. E.G. Brigid can be a saint but Cernunnos becomes a devil figure. Thus we can read GM as a pagan goddess: the one who lies with her becomes the king of the land (Celtic myth), she represnets fertility and seduction as traditionally frowned upon in the church, and she is everlasting even when people keep insisting on her death (modern paganism itself).

ETA:
5) Mythmaking and Identity.

How many times do we hear "I am Beowulf!" or "You are Beowulf!" Beowulf the hero is a badass. Beowulf the man is a fuckwit and he knows it. It is telling that he tries to keep telling people and they can't or won't see it. Who wants a man when they can have superman? "Is Clark Kent really Superman or maybe just an asshole?" goes Bowling for Soup lyrics.

Much is made of songs of glory. This is contrasted with the slaughter of the Friesians.

Note also Beowulf's nudity: "I will fight him as a man." He partially strips himself before the Friesian, who cowers in bewilderment. (Compare with the Picts and Celts who *loved* to go to war in the nude; they all died with Christianization too.)

Okay it seems like I had even more but my sugar rush has worn off and I'm really sleepy now. More later.
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This evening we went to a Department barbecue and made some new friends which is always fun. Had an interesting discussion about Wicca with a Buddhist, and was explaning my stance, when the fellow I was conversing with said, "Oh, that makes you a Protestant Wiccan then!" And I thought about it, and said, "Yes, I suppose so!" And because I am this nerdy, I think there should be a paper on it somewhere. (I love academic analyses, I can't help it.) I did also feel bad for our friends who were vegetarian... Vegetable options were coleslaw and potato salad. :( Oh, Texas.

Scott worries a lot about discussing politics and religion at large gatherings, which I can kind of see, but it bugs me too. So long as I don't wear flagrant tshirts and the like, I feel if the subject comes up you should put your 2 cents in, but be mindful. E.g. I would always say "I am liberal" as opposed to "Bush is such a motherfucker!" no matter how much I may think the latter. I've always been outspoken about what I believe, and if there were any knocks to be had, have taken them. But I honestly find that more often than not that people censor themselves more than anything, and very rarely if you say what you think (see example above), do people's heads explode. (Though it is funny when that happens..) Even in friggin' Georgia where I spent the first twenty two years of my life, people will deal. They may be condescending, but they will deal.
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This was posted over in [livejournal.com profile] eclecticpagans. Please pass the info on as it may be a case the ACLU will get on.

Snip:

To summarize:
We are being persecuted because of my spiritual choices, not being Christian. Lt. Duke has a web page stating his religious beliefs and infertility and adoption problems which leads us to the belief that he can no longer separate his personal feelings from his ability to do his job in an objective manner. He seems to have appointed himself as a personal victim's advocate for allegedly neglected and abused children. The fact that I am a practicing witch is being noted in complaints and warrants against me and my family. It has even been voiced in court along with allegations stating I have cast spells on 2 cops and the luisetti family by the solicitor during proceedings. My familiar pyewacket seems to have been mishandled during the search of our home. She was running and flinching from us the day after. I am very hurt by this. Though this can't be proven, I know my animal and this is not her normal behavior.
We have always tried to help others and be good people, so this is very hard for us to deal with. I am lucky to have a very strong supportive circle of friends and family or we would still be in jail. My in-laws had to take the majority of their retirement fund for some 20 thousand dollars to hire a powerful law firm to help us. Though I will never be ashamed of being a witch, I am so very sorry for all the trouble and loss of money it has cost them to stand up for us.
The reason for this letter is that we need all the help we can find to fight this. Whether it is positive protective energy, advice, or donations to help pay for this. I will not rest until I have made a difference for all that believe in freedom of religion. I don't want this to just disappear, I want to make a stand for all free thinkers against persecution. We all know the squeaky wheel gets the oil.
For all that believe in freedom of choice, please stand behind me or even beside me in court while I fight. I am not a quitter and I have a loud voice. I always stand up for what I believe in, all I ask is to not have to stand alone in this. It's time to fight for what we all believe in, not just lie down and take it. I have enclosed the papers that are in my possession to prove my claims. I will include more as they come into my possession. I am not easily scared although they are trying to intimidate us. Threatening phone calls have been made to family and friends even now. In supporting us, you are also supporting yourselves.
We are looking to get this story out to as many places as possible. The more people who are aware the harder it will be for them to get aware with it!

We NEED your help!!!
Blessed be.
Rhonda Gruber
AKA wickedlilwitch@ gmail.com
843-997-7558 or 843-602-0160 (happy to answer questions)


I am currently inclined to believe it due to the clear asshattery of the charges (listed in full in the actual page link). I am somewhat surprised this has occured due to the South's significant pagan population (Hell, there's pagans here in middle-of-nowhere-Texas), but having experienced my own hometown's intolerance of--well, everything really--it isn't that out of sorts.

Please forward this info to anyone you know who may be interested or can help.

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